Well there cannot be any other explaination. Last week I was angry at the world, this week i'm agitated. Next week I will be sad beyond repair and I might have an anxiety free week or the anger phase will come back... I don't know. I just feel as if i'm conStanley unstable. I'm not normal ,not even close. I won't take lithium and become an emotionless robot either. So what's a girl to do? I was just sitting here thinking about all this and it's pretty overwhelming. I don't want the lithium. But, I don't want this either. Someone help. What can I do?