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[Concernedgal]

Hello. Welcome. I hope to be able to help with your anxiety woes. .

 

[XmasCarol52]

Hi I am Carol and I suffer with panic anxieties,depression and bipolar and on top of that agoraphobia,sometimes I even have very bad anger attacks,and a few times I have gotten into trouble because of it.I cannot help it I have tried to stop my yelling but sometimes it just overcomes me.Especially when I lose something I get so nervous and anxious so easily. I feel so all alone.

 

[janemariesayed]

Hi I am Carol and I suffer with panic anxieties,depression and bipolar and on top of that agoraphobia,sometimes I even have very bad anger attacks,and a few times I have gotten into trouble because of it.I cannot help it I have tried to stop my yelling but sometimes it just overcomes me.Especially when I lose something I get so nervous and anxious so easily. I feel so all alone.

Hello @XmasCarol52 I am sorry that you feel all alone. You have found the perfect place to come to and talk about your feelings here at this forum. We all seem to be sufferers and some of us have managed to overcome our problems and share it on here. If you look through the threads you will find many posts that may be able to help you. Please remember that you are not alone, we are all here for you. We are here helping each other and welcome you with open arms.

 

[XmasCarol52]

Thank you so much.

 

[janemariesayed]

Thank you so much.

You are so welcome, and a happy new year to you! I wish you all the blessings possible!

 

[XmasCarol52]

I had a very bad today I am so exhausted from gagging and when I get those my anxieties blow up .Then I find it very hard to relax. However ever sometimes I love to draw . It keeps me busy and I love doing it

 

[XmasCarol52]

You are so welcome, and a happy new year to you! I wish you all the blessings possible!

Happy New Year to you as well and may God bless you.I think once the weather gets warmer out I will be able to sit outside again,I love to knit and crochet sometimes that relaxes me and other times no.I don't know if this is part of my anxieties or not but lately when i walk my legs are shaking and a few times I almost fell,this is very scary for me because back on 2004 I had a very bad fall I had hit my head on the entertainment center I was a complete mess my doctor told me the anger problems among other things I have can be due to the fall.So falling is also another fear of mine,See I live in elderly house and nobody really cares I just stay to myself anyway,When I am outside and if somebody talks to me I will say hello an then some but I like to hide ,basically because people tend to talk here,

 

[janemariesayed]

It is nice that you have your knitting hobby and crocheting hobby to relax you. I'm not sure either if the shaky feeling in your legs is down to anxiety, but it may well be. I would suggest seeing a doctor in case there is something he can do or give you to relieve the symptoms, especially as you have had a bad fall before now. Has the Doctor checked your head at all? If you are having anger problems sitting hitting your head when you fell over, he may be able to do something about it, or at least find out what it is. I am sure there are people who live around you who would care. Why do you feel that you have to hide away? You won't need to hide away on this forum, we are all a friendly bunch here!

 

[XmasCarol52]

Hi when I had that sever fall back in 2004 I had staples put in my head I didn't even know that they did it.The shakiness thank God is gone I think it might have been from lack of sleep I only got like five hours sleep in three days,so now I am taking naps when I can,I am also dehydrated so i am drinking like a fish. Today I am feeling somewhat depressed well I lost my husband back in 2004 and the weekends are the worse for me,He use to take me to the marina we would have coffee and donuts,Now well just thinking of him makes me cry,Plus depending on where you live we are right in the middle of a snow storm we are suppose to get 6-12 inches ouch.I live in senior housing everyone knows your business I hav e gotten into trouble a few times because of my yelling and no matter how many times I tell my land lady it is not my fault which it isn't ,she just doesn't try to even get it ,She has even threatened eviction I have tried not to yell but sometimes it just overcomes me.The doctor told me that is from my fall.I am on meds for it but sometimes they work and other times they don't. Yes they did check my head right after the fall.The people around here i just don't trust they tell everyone your business and I don't like gossip ,if I am outside and someone stops by to talk to me I will,matter of fact I made slippers for three of my neighbors and a cover all for my neighbors mother I Love doing things for people,it makes me feel good whenever I can help someone or just do something nice for them. Right now I am making things for the needy for next Christmas I do this every year.I have a beautiful friend who comes and sits with me when she comes after she delivers my meals.I love her she is so good to me,we talk sometimes and other times we watch movies I think that is good for me because before I wouldn't want anyone in my house but i feel so comfortable with her,I hate it when weekends come because I miss her.She is a good listener she doesnt have any anxieties or anything like that but she understands ,also have agoraphobia which makes it hard for me to go anywhere but that is why i started sitting outside because I got tired of looking at the same old walls and it actually feels good just to go outside sit and knit,I sing to so far nobody has complained actually i have been told I have a nice voice.I cant wait for spring cause when it gets warm I will be spending most of my time outdoors.